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Sometimes happens so, that you feel
arrival of good luck to your life. John there were 20 years. And now while as much.: -).
So was received, that he represented from himself rigid materialist, relying only on
practically important things in our life and not addressing attentions to feelings
enclosing. He frequently made is sick not only unfamiliar, but also friends. Even more
often native. John grew in personal, constructed by him world. In this world there was no
place to feelings of the people. In it reimbursed material values and evanescent
satisfaction of weaknesses, not reinforced by anything. And though outwardly he
represented pleasant on sort of the young man allocated intellectuality abilities and
something attractive, actually appear by himself the entity, angered on all.
Most likely, all by fault was egoism prospering in him, not giving to be exhibited to the present entity. First time, when he has thought of the other person, was before wedding his sister. She was probably unique member of family, which perfectly knew him. Once John has become onlooker, as the future husband Jane, his sister, was recognized to her in love... John many times spoke these words, but they did not call in it any emotionality, they did not represent for him of any value. The John spoke them, because it was usual. But this time he has heard in them absolutely other sense. Probably from this moment also began transformation. This summer was produced on events. At first wedding the sister, then trip to Lithuania, and, at last, rest in Spain. By arriving on coast, the John has given honour promising to himself, that of any familiarities he to put will not be. He here for one - wallow under the sun and to be acquainted with remarkables. And the given statement of a question was in repertoir of the John, as he always thought only of himself and tried hedge off from the external world, not escaping it thus. He was never deprived of attention of an opposite floor, though it and cannot be named born Kazanova. His ratio with the girls always stayed that the John did not want to take in someone in the life so close, that this person could influence him.
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